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The babysitter caused her the first trauma of her life, she says Pamela Anderson. Her parents thought the young woman was great because she always had small gifts for the children with her. But the babysitter abused her “for three or four years”. She does not describe exactly what happened, only that she wanted to protect her little brother and dreamed of killing the woman by ramming a pen into her heart. The fantasy came true indirectly: the babysitter died in a car accident – and little Pam felt responsible for it.
